December 20th

Well, that's it. It's over. I made a vow that if Ethan and Gwen got married then I would no longer indulge my childhood habit of keeping this diary. And I intend to stick to that vow. The fact is; it's time for me to grow up...big time. I'm Mrs. Julian Crane, I'm an executive and I have a baby to raise. And most of all, I've just been snapped out of my fantasies by the cold hard truth--Ethan is now a married man. Since I was a little girl, this diary has been a huge part of my life. But it has always represented all of my hopes and dreams...my hopes and dreams of living happily ever after with Ethan. And since life has closed the door on those hopes and dreams, it's time to close the pages of this diary...at least for now anyway. I still believe that fate will smile down on me again in the future. If that's the case, everything will be different and I may just need this diary again. So I guess this is goodbye for now, dear diary, but not goodbye forever.


	ET4EVA \| home December 16th \| December 17th \| December 18th \| December 19th \| December 20th December 20th "This is Theresa Lopez-Fitzgerald Crane...Signing Off" Well, that's it. It's over. I made a vow that if Ethan and Gwen got married then I would no longer indulge my childhood habit of keeping this diary. And I intend to stick to that vow. The fact is; it's time for me to grow up...big time. I'm Mrs. Julian Crane, I'm an executive and I have a baby to raise. And most of all, I've just been snapped out of my fantasies by the cold hard truth--Ethan is now a married man. Since I was a little girl, this diary has been a huge part of my life. But it has always represented all of my hopes and dreams...my hopes and dreams of living happily ever after with Ethan. And since life has closed the door on those hopes and dreams, it's time to close the pages of this diary...at least for now anyway. I still believe that fate will smile down on me again in the future. If that's the case, everything will be different and I may just need this diary again. So I guess this is goodbye for now, dear diary, but not goodbye forever.